ozmissage: (Lost. Sayid Jarrah.)
ozmissage ([personal profile] ozmissage) wrote2010-02-09 12:36 am
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Lost Fic: These Sins Will Swallow You Whole (Sayid)

Title: These Sins Will Swallow You Whole
Character: Sayid
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers/Warnings: For “LA X”.
Summary: He can not be saved.
A/N: Written for lost_in_108 challenge #19 “redemption”.

 

There is no redemption for him, no absolution.

He never expected to die peacefully. He lived his life drenched in blood; he expected nothing less than a violent death.

Still he likes to believe that there is some part of him that was good. In truth he believes that part of him died with them on a street in Los Angeles, in a jungle, in a hotel room---in any case it is long gone.

He says a final prayer to a god who he knows will not (should not) save him and accepts his fate.

Forgive me.

It is not enough, but it’s all he can offer.

 

ext_399538: (james and juliet)

[identity profile] bold-seer.livejournal.com 2010-02-10 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
In truth he believes that part of him died with them on a street in Los Angeles, in a jungle, in a hotel room---in any case it is long gone.

Yes, that's so true! A very sharp - and heartbreaking - observation, very IC!

[identity profile] ozmissage.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! :)